Coming from Your Love (go back »)

Its funny how one day your life changes.
Its the day that you have finally found "him".
Although you don't know it at the time, you still get a feeling.
When hes around, your words don't seem to make sense anymore.
When hes around, your mind starts racing.
When hes around, you can't feel your own heart beat.
But, yet, you have doubts.
Is he my true love?
Is he what Ive been searching for?
No.
He is just my best friend.
The one I trust.
The one Ive known forever,
Or as long as I can remember.
The one who truly cares.
The one who I can talk to no matter what time of night.
I call him up, just to talk, about stuff that usually is about another guy breaking my heart.
I feel a pain, like someone else is hurting because of my pain.
But I pay no attention to it.
Now I lay here, all alone without anybody.
Where is he?
What is he doing?
Why is he always running through my mind?
So I call him up...
No answer.
I text him...
No reply.
I drive over to his house but no one is home.
Where have they gone?
Its twelve o'clock.
My heart is breaking.
Why?
I cant feel him.
Thats why.
I figure out that the one Ive been searching for was always on the other end of the phone.
But where is he?
I call the house, still waiting outside, for a light to turn on in the hallway and someone to tell me its fine.
But there is still no answer.
Where is he?
I drive to his friends house, and ask him.
He's seen no one, not even my love.
Yes, my love.
Yes, my world.
He opened doors for me.
Doors I couldn't see until now.
Where is he?
I cant find him.
I search for him everywhere.
Then decide to sneak into his house.
There lies a note.
A note from him.
It reads:
"Hello Darlin,
If you're reading this you have been searching for me for a while.
But you can never physically find me anymore.
I'm the wind in you're hair.
The sun on your back.
The warm blanket blocking you from the cold.
I've taken my life.
I knew you couldn't understand.
But I loved you so much, and this was the only way.
Now live your life to the fullest, dear. I don't want to see you here, yet. You have so much to do, so much to see. But the time has come for me.
If you want to keep searching for me, I'm truly close to home. Look down deep in your heart and you will see,
The sun and the moon smile right upon me.
I love you so much, From now until forever. Death can't even break us apart.
Coming from your love, living his life...in your heart."

In Love